Currently at the time of writing this post I am nervous. There’s not one particular cause of me feeling this way, but I can pin point it to a few things. For example, from today onwards, it’s going to be at least a week before I go back to University physically and though I should be happy with this extra time I have, I am only more nervous. And when pondering on this thought for a while I’m sure it is because of the lack of routine I have been left with. I’m a person who actually enjoys order, and plans and schedules. I like knowing what to do and when to do them, without it I feel confused and lost.

It feels very strange having so much time left over in the day – I definitely did not have this problem during my 2 month holiday, and the reason for this is probably because I have already grown so accustomed to the routine school has provided me.  That’s why I’m grateful for the new habit of I have developed – the one where I document my day on a calendar. Being able to visualise my entire day is an amazing thing! But I’ll talk more about that process in a future post.